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i wrote this a long time ago about someone i used to care a lot about
when relationships end, you go from knowing everything about someone to knowing absolutely nothing
and
sometimes you wonder about their pets or their siblings


see: "recurring theme of seasons make me feel sad"

lyrics

i'm not sure if it's the winter
or if i'm just depressed
cause my head feels like its swelling
from the thoughts that i've repressed

and maybe i should stop the smoke from entering my chest
because as the days grow shorter
the same thing happens to my breath

as it quickens i am nervous
i'm shaking in my bed
i've been crumbling under the thoughts
inside of my head

i'm falling down
i'm fading out

and the blinds across the room
shine bright along the edges
proving i have wasted yet another
mid november morning

you won't know what i am
or know how this feels
yes i'm still drifting back to the way things were
but i finally took back the wheel

from the things you said
how they hurt me so
1,000 thoughts you'll never know

i still live with this crippling doubt
knowing that one day my teeth will fall out
and i won't be able to tell you the things that i
wanted to say



i want to know if your cat died
i want to hear your dad explain death to your little brother
wanna be there
or at least some place i can hear

or at least some place i can hear

credits

from We Usually Do This Louder, released February 7, 2016

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Swordfish Ypsilanti, Michigan

nervous fingers on frets like cold flesh in a grocery aisle.

Chandler Lach (vocals/rhythm guitar/thesaurus user)
Kyle McFarland (lead guitar/smash mouth enthusiast)
Elijah Bouldin (bass guitar/finger tapping boy wonder)
Elijah Simkins (drums/strong jawed tempo protagonist)
Kris Lane
(Trumpet Extraordinaire)

Graphic Design work courtesy of Andrew Esty
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